just out of her teens,restless,careless,dreamy,disorganised,intelligent, rock fan,possessive,lovable,second year pharmacy,delhi,india..eccentric..hysteric..rebel without a cause..the world through my eyes
Published on November 10, 2004 By tina_ turner In Personal Computing
im going to be farmer...
a good ,honest,hardworking farmer ..no complications ,no shit no mess..
just go to some village till my land till the sun sets ..work all day long until im tired and happy ,enjoy the simple pleasures of life...make my own food and relish it even if it comes out burnt
really i think a basically simple person like me who feels happiest (translated at peace...) when she's working with both her mind and hands would be best doing something like that..but then what do i do about the ambitious tina,who is equally a part of me
can a farmer type of person with big ambitions do well in the real world..i think i can because basically what is needed to become successful in material terms is hard work ...n not some stupid politics
i think im going to work in a place where there is a strong work ethic..so in that sense new york would probably feel more at home than india
current song on radio: Satrangi re

Comments
on Nov 10, 2004
Hey Tina.........Im not sure if thts tru really..........ive been to NYC several times....for business and pleasure and really dint find anything diff frm Bombay........yeah its bigger, more skyscrapers, more greenery...................but in terms of ppl and work ethic i dint find anything extra special...........u wud find lazy ppl in Bombay...in Delhi....in NYC, Seattle, LA, Chicago etc.......i dont think its a function of the city............of course there is this constant rush u feel in Bombay and NYC that i have felt in only those two cities...a sense of urgency in the way people walk, act, live thts kinda special...................................................................come to think of it whts wroong with lazy.....i like lazy!!
on Nov 10, 2004
Tina, do you like rock music ?
on Nov 10, 2004
you ignore me
on Nov 10, 2004
Okay, well I always wanted to have a herd of thousand sheeps and few dogs and wanted myself to get lost in green mountains with them cos i beleived whats wrong with that. but unfortunately i am here in NYC right now. Beleive me its more of a hype. When u have to spend 3 hours for travelling from one end of city to the other for a 5 minute job and u have to change endless number of trains and subways, u learn the real meaning of living 'and working' in NY. I'll probably end up working here but though i always thought the way u think, now i am sure I'll be more than happy to go back to vancouver any day of my life. And i think its not abt city. there are peple who work hard and are doing good in other smaller cities too and NY maybe is the house of most beggers and homeless people in america.
So all in all, at the end of the day, what matters is, what u do and how u do and whether u r happy after ur done with ur job.
on Nov 11, 2004
Farming..
Farming....


Good idea... I'm coming too...

Get away.. live the simple life... very idealistic.. If it wasn't for the fact that the other side of you would eat you alive... it would be a good idea..

I think we all go through this .... Say between 19-24.. then stuff starts happening..
on Nov 11, 2004
Ah.....Haven't i had this dream too many times.Not a farmer though.In mt dreams i always wanted to be someone like a sheperd away and separate from the world.no tensions and pressures except the sheep.No relations to worry about and everyday i would lie under the moon looking at the stars and wondering abt the end of the sky with my sheep...
bliss...
Hey,but where am I?in a college with crappy books forced to stay back in the college despite the diwali though I wanted to go home.grrrrrrrr8.Anyway happy diwali,and keep dreaming.And hey,i read about the failing by 2 marks.I am sorry and i hope its reversible.As you one very wisely told me,you have to work harder and smarter and beat the system.
umm...why have i written so much??Bye.
on Nov 11, 2004
@ doesitmatter ...no there's nothing wrong with being lazy..but then i guess im just a workhorse sort of person)..!
@doc well ,i still think new york is a workaholic's paradise!..might be an illusion ,...but then for the time being im happy to harbour utopian dreams..)
on Nov 11, 2004
Workaholics should be shot...

I would do it... buts its too much work.
on Nov 11, 2004
dear tina this is reminding you about the number of farmers of farmers whu have suicided becoz of bad harvests thinkie about it